
I was born in 1974, the youngest of first
generation ethnic Chinese Vietnamese
parents. Though I grew up in Vietnam, I was
raised with traditional Chinese beliefs and
values, while the Vietnamese culture I knew
ebbed into an abstraction. When my family
immigrated to America through the Orderly
Departure Program in 1982, I learned to
bisect my Chinese culture on my way to
becoming "Americanized". It was not until my
undergraduate residency at UCLA, where I
earned my BA in English, that I realized
that all of my intermediate education had
been about one thing institutionalized
amnesia. Art, then, became a process of
"remembering" a way to recollect and rejoin
all my detachments. My explorations in
playwriting, prose, poetry, music, drawing,
painting, film and video became a journey to
assemble new and lost history and culture in
the convergence of self.
As a playwright I have written several
scripts that range from comedy, to absurd,
and to drama. At the beginning of 1998, I
completed a play in four parts, entitled
Icarus Alighting. My other works include a
staged reading of a work in progress
entitled Bristol Stop and the Madonna at the
Theater District in Costa Mesa. My second
play in progress entitled Rubber Plants has
had staged reading at a playwriting workshop
festival at UCLA, hosted by Cherie Moraga,
and at the APACT Annual Film Festival. My
poems have been published in Ogma, West
Wind, of which I was an editor, and
Perimeter, of which I am an editor and co
founder. My artworks have been exhibited at
various shops, galleries, and exhibitions at
Royce Hall for "Tet 2000", and "Behind the
Orange Curtain III"; at Iansiti Art Gallery,
and published in the 1994 Bruin Life.
Since 1996, I've been with a Vietnamese
American performance group called Club
O'Noodles, whose mission is to provide a
nurturing community for emerging Vietnamese
American artists. I have since toured with
Club, performing our signature piece,
Laughter From the Children of War. Following
the success of this performance piece, Club
was commissioned by the University of
Massachusetts in Amherst through a grant
from the Lila Wallace Foundation to create a
new performance piece entitled, Stories From
a Nail Salon, for which I was the
playwright. In the year 2000 I've been asked
to direct the touring performances of
Laughter and Nail Salon. I have also written
and directed three television comedy
programs, The Rosie Nguyen Show and Who
wants to be the President?, and Tet 2001,
which were aired on Little Saigon Television
in Southern California as well as in the Bay
area.
Currently I am completing my MFA at the UCLA
Graduate School of Film and Television.
Individually my films have been experiments
in visual story telling: "Sisyphus", a 2
minute silent black and white film; The
Prescription, a ten minute comedy about
curiosity, fear and love through the eyes of
an 8 years old child; Pairents, a 4 minute
digital video created from animated photos;
Pomegranate, 14 minute film based on a poem
about my grandfather, and Poetree, a two
minute video about a Vietnamese woman's
longing to return to home. My first return
to Vietnam was in 1999, when work as a
Cinematographer for a documentary about
fragmenting effect of the Vietnam War on a
Vietnamese family, entitled Nuoc
(Water/Country). I knew then that my next
had to be shot in Vietnam. Which leads me to
my thesis film, The Anniversary, a 35mm
short film about a monk who is haunted by
his memories of war and betrayal on the
anniversary of his brother's death.. In
parts these works serve to find where I fit
in the community. As a whole they reflect my
on going journey of piecing memories back
into the mosaic of my identity, one
flickering frame at a time.
Yet, all of these works and explorations of
expression are precatory in light of the
project that I am presenting to the Caucus
Foundation.
"In 1963 a boy and his mother are left in
Saigon while his father and brother flee to
seek shelter from religious persecution in
North Vietnam. The two brothers meet as
strangers in a hapless confrontation during
the war in 1973. Thirty years later, a
Buddhist monk is still haunted by his
memories of war and betrayal on the
anniversary of his brother's death."
This is the premise of The Anniversary, a
film that I have wanted to make ever since
my first year in graduate film school.
Ultimately I want the audience to feel at
the end of the film the love, betrayal, and
chaos inherent to a civil war. It is a
tragic story that resonates deeply to this
day in the hearts of so many Vietnamese and
Vietnamese American families. My hope is
that this film will contribute to the
process of healing and forgiving that is so
desperately needed in the Vietnamese
communities in this country and the hurt
that they still bear when they remember the
sacrifices that accompanied the Vietnam War.
When this script was finished I knew for
certain that two elements were critical to
accomplish the goals I have set out for the
film. The first is that this film needs to
be shot in the majestic and ancient settings
of the people whom this film speaks about
Vietnam. My father has an expression that he
uses to describe the importance of
authenticity. He said, and I agree with him,
that to shoot this film in any other country
would be like eating Vietnamese food without
fish sauce "You lose the flavor." Getting
the recipe for this film right must then
include the second criterion: this film
needs to be shot with the beautiful colors
and textures of 35mm film.
The actual shoot in Vietnam is less
difficult than the actual getting there,
because it is such a costly passage. Once
there, however, I am familiar with the
biggest film studio in Ho Chi Minh City,
Hang Phim Giai Phong. All of the details of
production are listed in the production
budget, making the shoot in Vietnam very
possible and definitely more economic.
Thus far, much of the funding for this
project was made possible by the James
Bridges Award, a unique award that is given
by Jack Larsen to only one student each
academic year. The decisions are made on the
merit of the student and the content of
their project, and I am very honored and
proud to say that he has chosen to give that
award to me for the making of The
Anniversary. I have also spoken with Kodak,
and they have offered to donate a third of
the film stock budgeted. In addition to
Kodak's generous support, Mr. Guilermo
Rosas, the Director of Photography for
Before Night Falls, has agreed to photograph
this film. With Mr. Rosas's name attached to
this project, I hope to be able to seek
donations for the rest of the film stock
required to shoot this film from other
production companies.
My first film, The Prescription, was
nominated for the 27th Annual Student Oscar.
This year, my second film, Pomegranate, was
not only nominated for the 28`h Annual
Student Oscar, but it also won UCLA's
Spotlight Award. The successes of these two
films were a testament to the support they
received, which is why I feel that The
Anniversary also has great potential to go
further. However, the film is far from over
once it is shot. It is only the help of
sponsorship that will carry this film
through its completion. I know that this
project will excel in earning great
recognition because it comes from a very
personal, yet universal place love and
sacrifice.