I
grew up in South Gate, California, a
low-income working class community in south
east Los Angeles. My parents worked hard. I
did my school work and watched a lot of TV.
Somehow in those early years I decided I
wanted to be an actor. I applied and was
accepted to Van Nuys High School Magnet,
they had a performing arts program, where I
could take some drama courses.
In my short-lived stint as an actor, the
majority of my auditions were for
stereotypical characters or negative
portrayals of Latinos. To add insult to
injury, when I inquired about auditioning
for Spanish-language soap operas, I was told
that my complexion was too dark for the
programs on their networks. I soon gave up
commercial acting, finished high school, and
began my college studies.
Bothered by my negative experience in
Hollywood, I studied Film as Social Action
as an independent major at UCLA. I immersed
myself in courses that studied films from a
sociological perspective. I learned the
profound effect film has on society and
decided I was going to return to Hollywood,
but now as a filmmaker.
I chose the university as the training
ground for my development as a filmmaker
because I recognized that UCLA held open the
possibility of incorporating one's community
into their work. During my years at UCLA, I
have witnessed and been part of many
artistic projects that allow for a dialogue
to occur between community and university. I
am determined to carry on this experience
into my professional career in the film
industry.
Now, my community has expanded, it includes
actors, cinematographers, designers,
editors, and a variety of other talented
artists that come together to form a
community on the set and in the cutting
rooms.
Through a long process of education,
apprenticeships, and life experiences, I
have learned how to find the essence of my
subjects and I have gathered the skills
necessary to tell their stories. What once
began as a negative reaction to the
realities of an industry has developed into
an expression of love through art. I believe
that my films will exemplify that in
content, image, and sound.